What is in a name?...
What do you feel about a name?
A while ago I had a mental breakdown.
I felt my whole mind drift away from me.
Some people call their breakdowns spiritual awakenings.
I can identify with that.
I have realised many things. I have forgotten many things. I have remembered many things. I have imagined many things.
I have felt love and fear, hope and despair, faith and courage, I have let go and held on, I have been lost to who I was, who I am, who I might be.
I have changed.
I have reverted, regressed, learnt, changed again.
I have forgotten. I have let go. I have changed again.
I am still me.
I am more me than I ever was.
The me that I was, was not who I really am or will be. Filled with false ideas of what I wanted, what I enjoyed, and what was okay for me to be.
What my actual feelings are, turned out to be quite different to what I thought my feelings were, about many things and people in my life. This has led to some eye opening revelations about myself, people and the world. Sometimes it's a lot to take in. Much of me has been controlled by fears, negative beliefs and passive aggressive behaviours, yet this is not who I am. I change. I learn. I move forward.
Learning who I am may take a lifetime.
Change towards my True self. My honest feelings. My healthy desires.
Living life to my values.
To what is important to me, meaningful to me.
Accepting and loving myself fully.
What is in a name?
There is nothing in a name...
What is in your spirit?
What are we really searching for...
I am Pivoting - to use the business term.
This site will change.
What I do will change.
Where I go will change.
Who I am will change.
I look forward to it.